I AM PERVERTED ENOUGH TO STIR CONFUSION TO ANYONE
There was once a boy whom I used to know, a boy from a small town. He was a boy of immense curiosity, outstanding charisma shrouded in humor, sustainable logic, of love for nature and fellow human beings as they are not in their technocratic sense, who tends to ignore the rules of ignorance, profanity, naivety, herd mentality and bounded rationality. He hates groupthink in its dilletant features; he supports them only as far as they will allow the illumination of subjective logics of appropriateness. For him reason, logic, extraordinary gifts available only to humans with beings than humanoids is the primeval element of the essence of human existence. He tends to be Cartesian in his utility of the ‘cogito ergo sum’, the ‘I think therefore I am’ principle. He has once said, “love, for instance, is not an enterprise where you gain much in your vanities and snobberies and less in your aesthetic sentiments; and it is beautiful if it is to be accompanied and safeguarded by the power mankind to transform the level of his spiritual altitude.” He has no interests in the employment of moral censures, moral absurdities, vanities, circular logic in his arguments and practices. He is a boy of sincerity, a rare genuine sincerity of his age of deceit, of honesty in its exalted context.
His interest in science and the arts are extremely accompanied by his amateurship, his principle of ‘self-taughtism’, investigative curiosity, subjective understanding…etc. People who meet him call him weird, insane, ‘apostate’, ‘heretic’, Machiavelli, even Plato, an extremist, but he has never offered his attentions to their public blurts, bluffs and outcries. He is always on his track. He has taken various lessons from world history that the general rule of acquiescence, the rule that ‘you will never walk alone!’ is just an ignorant hoax. “As far as you don’t stop thinking with your mind, as far as you can stop stinking, you stop ridiculing and demonizing your existence and identity based on your ignorance, you will be the first person to grant yourself a safe, an untaxed personal space to stand on, a secure and strategic sphere of influence; don’t lose your very mind for the nonsensical absurdities in life.” But as to what he wanted to utter, teach others only few listened with rationity while others mocked at the whole idea of his self-granted existence. The fact is , he existed, is existing and will exist in the future too.